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Thursday, 24 December 2009

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    Be OK
    By Ingrid Michaelson
    You and I
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    Save me!!!!

    So I saw people blogged and I decided that I should too and I thought this would be the perfect time considering I'm trying to stay away from my mom because she's so stressed out and might kill someone because no one is helping even though there is nothing to do because she's cooking and we'd just get in the way. So I can't believe I haven't blogged since I went to Austria but oh well I'll have to get over it. Anyways I have no idea where to even start. How about with my new school. So when I first went to orientation before school even started, I came home in tears because I didn't like it and no one talked to me but my mom convinced me to give it a try even though I had no choice because I hadn't done any summer homework for AL. I'm really glad I stayed because I like it a lot. I think it's a healthier environment for me and I think I'm happier. At Al I was always comparing my grades and gpa to everyone elses and everyone was crazy about if they were better than everyone else or if their gpa was the highest in the class. It put so much stress on me that if I were there this year I might of had a breakdown and failed every class. But I think at joes it's not so competitive between people, it's more people competing with themselves if anyone gets what I'm saying. I also enjoy block scheduling, it's only 4 classes to think about and the most tests I can have in a day is 4 which has never happened. I had honors french 3, honors chem, theology, and honors algebra 2. All of them have been going well... except chem. I hate my teacher and I could rant ALL DAY about him, he just isn't a people person and doesn't know how to handle kids and hates answering questions. I have had an A the whole semester and then I missed the class the day before we had a test, which was on the last day of school, and I think I failed the test because the teacher wouldn't help me because I didn't get the class notes from someone and he "wasn't going to re teach it to me", where am I supposed to get the notes, should i pull them out of my butt, I was on a flippin field trip all day, ugh I hate him. Anyways I have a 93 right now, which is .5% away from a B(were on a college grading scale) and I hope to god it doesn't go down to a B with 8 days left in the class. Moving on, Math is awesome because it's so easy for me, I have 103% in the class :D Theology is kind of annoying cuz I don't really believe in all that stuff, which I probably shouldn't have said on the internet but I really don't care what other people think of my beliefs. French is kind of a joke considering I haven't learned anything new besides 3 verbs tenses, its more like an english class, we just read stories (in french) then respond to questions (in english) that really make you look deep into the story. I think it's stupid because 1) I'm not learning any french 2) it's an honors class, haha, oh wait they only offer honors french 3, there is no french 3. Whatever at least I get the extra boost in my gpa for doing no work. Another bonus of joes is that I don't have to stay after school for clubs because we have them during the block opposite our lunch. I also like wednesdays because we get out at 2:30 and before lunch we have a 30 min reading block where we just read whatever we want and it's very relaxing, my mom likes it because it forces me to read.
    There isn't much else going on in my life right now, I'm still dancing 12+ hours a week, oh I get my license in February, well technically in january but my in cars run into February. Me and eric are still together, it's been 1 year already :) Oh I'm going to Europe again this summer with the french teacher from AL. Well I don't know what else to talk about so I'll just stop here. I miss you all and I hope I get to see everyone soon, Merry Christmas!!!!


    ♥~
    MMS

Monday, 03 August 2009

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    Three Cups of Tea: One Man's Mission to Fight Terrorism and Build Nations . . . One School at a Time
    By Greg Mortenson
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    Austria 09!!!!

    So I actually have spare time for once so I can blog. I always have my routine before I go to bed, check facebook then read Three Cups of Tea, which takes a while. So since I blogged last a couple things have changed, I started going to a tutor for reading comprehension and shes teaching me how to take notes which I know will really help me in HS and college, I got my temps, I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed this thursday and I went to a cooking class at laurel paganini! Enough about all that I have to get to my trip, I had to keep a journal there so I guess I'l just go off of that.

    Day 1- Got up at like 5:30 to get on a plane at like 9. I met up with my delegation, which consisted of 3 other people and a traveling coach, who was a basketball coach. We flew to chicago from here and had a 6 hour layover, yay! Except not because theres nothing to do in an airport so we rode many moving walkways many times until we felt a little sick so we got auntie annes. We went to our boarding gate and this kid who was going for bowling came over and was like "Are any of you for bowling perhaps?" and were like no so he walked away except I noticed when he came over his fly was down which I thought was hilarious and it stayed down for the rest of the time at the airport, so our group nick named him fly boy, shows how bored we were. Then we finally boarded the plane for our 9 hour flight, great. So the first couple hours were fine, then the person in front of me decided she wanted her seat back. The seating of the plane was 2-5-2 and i was 2nd one in in the 5 seat section, lucky me, now this lady would not sit still, i was trying to sleep because we were flying through the night so we lost a night of sleep, so i put my head on the tray thing but she kept bumping my head so i pressed it forward with my head and she got the hint but didnt care. Then when she got up i reached up and pressed the button to bring her seat up then when she got back, she noticed and put it back again and that time i said oww really loud and she still didnt care. I was in the middle of 2 kids from my delegation which was really fun, Leah and anthony, well anthonys tv didnt work so I switched seats with him for a while cuz i wanted an aisle seat. Well that lady's husband or SO was in front of me and he had his seat back too...he was reading a stupid book! I don't get why you need your chair back for that, it made me mad. We finally landed in frankfurt then we got on another plane to vienna.

    Day 2 - We arrived in Vienna and it was 11 am their time the day after I left. We got our bags and took coach buses to our hotel where we checked our bags with leaders from people to people and we got on a bus to go to "teambuilding" at their official handball gym. Well team building was just different sports set up around the facility. The highlight of my day was learning how to play badmitten from this crazy good kid that was there, then me and leah played ping pong, then we faced the guys, anthony and alex, from our delegation and we lost. After that we went in the stands and slept for an hour. We finally went back to the hotel and got food which was really crappy and got our bags. Then me and leah went to the volleyball coach and got our keys, well leah did because they made her teams keys but they told me mine wasnt ready. Well it turns out it was and I sat there for 2 hours for nothing. Then I went up to my room and I was the first one there then right after that came in this girl I met waiting for my key, she asked me to watch her bag but she never came back and Iwas like oh great. Her name was cara and she turned out to be my worst nightmare. I also had another room mate and her name was danielle and she was really nice. At 8 we had a volleyball meeting for all vball players, it was a little scary because I did not play club at all in my life and all these girls looked scary intense so when i told my team that I dont play club all of them were like OMG!!!! youre kidding?! But i got over it and went to bed.

    Day 3- Today we had our first practice with Penn State vball coach Russ Rose and it went pretty well. After a 3 hour practice we went and had lunch. While we were having lunch it started raining so they canceled the amusement park and we went shopping for 4 hours instead, wooo! Except it got boring after 2 hours so we went to a pizza place. So my coach was a vegetarian and asked what was on the vegetarian pizza, they said cheese and corn, we all started laughing because no one had heard of putting corn on their pizza. It was an interesting experience, shopping in an Austrian mall. The first thing I noticed was that everyone dressed more fashion-ey there and they bring their dogs everywhere, I saw really big dogs at the mall too. It was a little hard to understand some people like when we were buying gelato, the guy didnt know whether we wanted 1 or 2 scoops or which kind we wanted because we couldn't pronounce them so we just pointed, it was very difficult. It was also weird seeing people smoke all over the place. Like after the guy at the pizza place seated us, he went in front of the place and smoked then would put it down when people would come. After we went shopping for 4 hours, we went back to the hotel and had the option of going swimming or just chilling out in our rooms and at that point I was kind of miserable cuz i hated my room mate and I missed home so I just walked around with my friend Nicole and went on the internet for 20 minutes, you had to pay 2 euros for 20 minutes. So that was pretty much the entire day, it was kind of boring.

    Day 4- We went to the Shonbrunn Palace for a couple hours, it's the summer (I think) home of the Hapsburgs for those of you fascinated by history. It was so big and pretty inside, but you couldnt take pictures unfortunately. After that we got back on the bus and took a tour of Vienna, which was so pretty. We saw many historic place's, which I don't remember, and we saw many churches, but the only one we walked around was St. Stevens. Then we went to our 2nd practice which went very well but everyone was still a little shy on the court because no one knew each other. And I can't believe this happened but I completely forgot where we ate that night, I have a feeling it was at the hotel if I can't remember it.

    Day 5- Today we had our last practice which was kind of exciting because it meant that the tournament would start soon and we went to the amusement park and I rode the famous ferris wheel there. They told us it was over 100 years old so that made me feel really safe. Then I had some authentic amusement park food. It was prett much a hot dog sausage thing that was in a piece of bread with ketchup. It was pretty tasty but after that I didn't go on any more rides because I don't like roller coasters. We only had an hour at the amusement park because after that we went souvenir shopping at this little street that supposedly had many souvenir shops on it, well if you count 1 as many then I guess it did. So after we went to that store we decided to be part of Austrian culture and get some starbucks and McDonalds! The weird thing at Micky d's was that they had calamari, eeeww, and they had curly fries which were pretty good. After that we went to dinner for some more food, we had viener schnitzel. I didn't know thats what it was at the time, i had a clue that it was but i didn't know for sure then I got home and learned it was baby cow :( I was so mad I ate baby cow, twice! After that we went back to the hotel for the night.

    Well I'm getting pretty tired so I'll blog about the other half of my trip another time, until then...
    ttfn!

    ♥~
    MMS

Saturday, 04 July 2009

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    Shut Up & Let Me Go
    By Ting Tings
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    Austria

    So long everyone, I'm off to Austria in 9 hours!!!! I can't wait! I'll blog all about it when I come home oh and fyi I won't respond to any texts because it costs 50 cents per text... of my money, thank you! Bon Voyage!!!!! (btw that was the name of the very last gilmore girls episode ever made :'(

    ♥~
    MMS

Friday, 05 June 2009

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    Rockferry
    By Duffy
    Mercy
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    First Day of Summer

    I'm so freaking bored! Eric left for Hilton Head at 9 last night and I won't see him until I go to Hilton Head with my family next Thursday, we didn't plan to be in HH at the same time, it kinda just happened. I've tried texting my other friends, but no one is available, and Eric's phone died so yea I'm being a loner sitting in my bedroom on my laptop and I thought why don't I blog! So a lot has happened in the last month. I'll start with the biggest decision I've had to make in my life so far, which school to go to next year, stay at AL or go to st. joes, and long story short, I'm going to st. joes. It was really hard to make the decision because of my friends, in particular Eric. I will miss him a lot next year but I feel this is the right thing to do, I am not happy at AL, so I'm going to change that. My mom told me not to tell anyone but Eric... so I decided to post it on the internet, haha. On to more good news, I leave for Austria in one month minus one day (aka 29 days) I am kinda pissed I leave the morning of the fourth of July, but I can't do anything about that. I will be there the 4th-13th and i will be busy busy busy, like a normal day wil me wake up at like 6, eat, go to practice for the youth friendship games, im playing volleyball, that will end at like 2ish and then sight see til like 10:30. I think it will be a great experience. Last weekend I made my confirmation, the only thing I care about is that I am done with those dumb classes. Right after confirmation, I had to go straight to dance team try outs at my studio which went very well, they haven't called yet but I'm sure I'm going to make it because they haven't cut a senior in a very long time. Yesterday was the last day of school and i am so happy it is over. I was sooo stressed out and frustrated that no matter how hard I studied, I didn't get the grade I wanted. I am still a little mad that i got an a- in bio, yea I know i sound crazy but just hear me out. So i decided to waive my bio final which means that they average my 3rd and 4th quarter grades together. They don't go by percentages its only a, a-, b, b- and so on, so if you get an a and a-, your semester is an a, if you get 2 a-'s its an a-, if you get an a- and b then it's an a-, well my 3rd quarter was a- and my 4th quarter was .6% away from an a, so i ended with an a-. I was upset because I worked so hard and stayed up so late just to get the same grade as if i were to have gotten a b 4th quarter. Now I could have easily gotten a b and gotten a good 7 hours of sleep every night which sound nice compared to 5 and a half. But life isn't fair so I have to deal with it and gym is a prime example, our final was the biggest piece of bull shit I've ever seen. First of all they didn't even give my class enough of the papers we needed to study, so how do they expect us to know about fitness, football, and softball. Second of all, why do we need to know what college basketball was first played at. Lastly, how can they ask the question, is lebron james the best player on the cavs when it wasn't in the study packet and they don't know that i don't go home to a house with no tv or radio, or that i don't live under a rock and am oblivious to everything but school and my family, urgh it just outrages me. I'm just glad I won't have to deal with them next year. Well I really have to go clean my room because it's a mess since I'm switching my winter and summer clothes.
    TTFN!

    ♥~
    MMS

Thursday, 23 April 2009

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    Billy Elliot
    Merry Christmas Maggie Thatcher!
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    Even when I try my hardest, it's not good enough :(

    Today, well tonight has to be one of the worst times of my life. So I went to the therapist person, whatever you want to call it, today and it was not fun. I usually like going, but this time i really didn't want to go because I knew we would talk about the whole high school thing for next year. I'm kind of avoiding discussing it with people because i've noticed every time i talk to someone about it, i always feel more partial to one school afterwards and I don't want other people to sway my decision because it's my decision. But anyways, we talked about my troubles, if you will, in the social part of my life. Basically what it came down to is that i won't make anymore friends if I can't change myself. That kind of made me mad, but whatever, i guess it's true, then we got more into the reason i can't decide which school. I guess we decided that it all came down to that im afraid of change, which i dont even know if that's true, I just said stuff so that she wouldn't keep asking me questions that I just said i don't know to. Then shes like that's not even a good reason not to go to the other school because then you'll just sit in a basement your whole life, even though she was kidding. Anywho, I probably shouldn't be mad over this but I was. Moving on to my second point, which is also where the title came from. I've had like 5 tests in the past 2 weeks of school(week before break and this week) Well out of all of those, I've only gotten 1 A, I got a B on my mockingbird test and I actually read the frikin book unlike everyone who got a hundred, i heard from like 5 people that got 100's that didnt read the book or just read spark notes, it makes me so mad because I tried, I did what was asked of me, but I got an 82! Then I had a french test today, I studied a lot and felt kind of confident, well i got a 72% It'l be fun explaining to my mom why I was up til 12, even though I was studying for english, but she won't believe me because I got a bad grade. So that is where I started to feel that my best isn't good enough, for me I mean. Then everything just piled up and it was not good. But moving on to some up beat news.

    i went to NYc over spring break with my mom and it was really fun. I think I saw all of 5 people that actually spoke english, I had fun following a group of 20 french kids trying to see if I knew what they were saying, I picked up a little bit. But I think they thought I was stalking them. We also went to THE Macys, 9 floors! We did A LOT of shopping everywhere and we went to the today show on thursday, you can see my hand and forehead! lol

    Another exciting point in my life is that my dad scheduled a hotel room in Hilton head for us but didn't even ask anyone, then i told eric and its the same time he's going there! but then my brother said we couldn't go til 5 days later because he has finals, but we'll still be there while Eric is, we mapquested our addresses and were 17 minutes away from each other!!

    I;m sorry to end on a sad note, but last week we received message that a kid that my brother went to high school with who got diagnosed with cancer 2 years ago is going to die, they can't find any treatments that will work.

    Well I'm getting tired, so ttfn!

    ♥~
    MMS

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